hell yeh, this is just one big fucking party.

Friday, September 26, 2008 at 1:41am

if only i had the words i need to say love never fades..

but distance does grow

and then the leaves change color;

we change colors.

more colors than others may never know,

or care to ...

but we will be soldiers marching to our own beat.

i remember the days of falling asleep

in arms that felt oh so too safe.

and the room was lit

like a deep crystal blue.

but, then.

time changes

and

we scrape our car for every last dime

to get through just another day.

of this.

slowly.

fading.

-quickly- i,

me,

becomes the majority.

clocks go round and as do we.

but i never look down.

maybe once or twice.

i force my eyes up,

even though it kills
the migraine that has kept me from sleep
for years.

but there is this light.

this light i know so well.

and then there was joy.

because i know her beauty is real.

unrealized.

and one day the distance

will get shorter.

and time will slow down

long enough for us to breathe.

breathe.

breath.

just one more breath.

in and out.

in and out.

the blue light that never leaves me.